Kelly Osbourne was suicidal before she went to rehab
The `Fashion Police` star considered taking her own life when her constant partying, drink and drug-taking spiralled out of control, until she made the life-changing decision to go to rehab and take control of her addictions.
Kelly confessed to Fabulous magazine: "I woke up one day and wished I was dead. I wanted to kill myself. I had a period where I behaved really badly, I was a complete arse, but I was incredibly unhappy, incredibly messed-up.
"I left London and I went home to LA. I went to rehab, I had therapy and basically I just grew up."
The reality star - whose parents are legendary showbiz couple Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne - also credits her decision to participate in ballroom dancing competition `Dancing With The Stars` in 2009 with helping her shed her excess weight and learning to ignore the constant `fat` jibes thrown at her.
Kelly - who lost four and a half stone - said: "I`m the thinnest I`ve ever been and the healthiest I`ve ever been. The totally insane thing is that I`m a UK size four to six and people still say I`m fat."
The fashionista has her boyfriend, chef Matthew Mosshart, to thank for making her happy again and says falling in love for the first time has completely rebuilt her self-esteem.
She gushed: "He`s amazing. I couldn`t believe he truly liked me because I never think people ever could, but I`m so happy.
"I don`t think I`ve ever really known what love is like before."